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an idealist & optimist obsessed with rain, currently trying to focus on studies (UN menanti: April!), yet still known as someone who can't talk & laugh silently and infrequently :) one more. currently in love ♥

7.17.2010

feeling numb at the moment

yeah . i cant actually feel the pain , but i know it's there haha .

just cut the crap , skip it to the part where  i die .

or at least get amnesia .

but i think i'd rather die haha

7.03.2010

randomly confusing

penyakit sepak bola sedang menjamuuuuuuuur ! hahaha gimana , pada ngikutin bola dengan serius gak nih taun ini ? kayak sodaraku dong , sampe ngeprint kertas jadwal pertandingannya trus bagan2 yg kosong diisi dengan tekun ! hehehe . sekolah baginya whatsoever tp kalo soal bola beda lagi deh wkakak .

ujian akhir udah lewat , dan dengan bangga aku teriakkan AKU RANKING 5 DI KELAS DENGAN MURNI SEMUWAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!!!!! tau gak aku sama sekali gak nyontek lho waktu ujian akhir kmrn hehehe . buktinya aku bs masuk 10 besar hanya dg kemampuanku sendiri kok , jd apa gunanya nyontek ? hehehe duh I'M SO DARN PROUD OF MYSELF !!! *pat my own head*

hmm mungkin kalian pnsrn sama gimana nasib persahabatanku sama T ..... juni kemaren tanggal 4 kita BAIKAN !!!!!!!!!! hahaha alhamdulillah deh . dia sih (kayaknya) udah maafin aku , but i don't think that we can be best friends again . aaaaah yg penting udah baikaaaaaaaaaaan !!!!! besok tanggal 4 kita mau Jogja Fair bareng sama elisa , anggi yg baru balik dr Qatar , sm temen sdku atikah . yah aku gtau sih T ikut beneran atau gak tp kayaknya iya deh moga2 aja hehe .

besok tanggal 7 aku sama keluargaku mau ke malang . percaya gak ? kita mau naik GUNUNG BROMO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gila , ini liburan kan harusnya buat istirahat , yg ada besok pas masuk sekolah aku tepar deh habis naik gunung -..- btw ada yg tau gak berapa tinggi gunung bromo ? biar ada persiapan dikit gitu waktu besok huhuhu so sad :'(

ehhh apa lagi ya yg baru ? banyaaaaaaaaaaaak banget ! mau nulisin semuany tp males .

oya , udah ada yg liat eclipse belom ?! kalo iya , filmnya bagus gak ? aku g akan tanya "gimana ceritanya" soalnya aku udah baca bukunya 3 kali hehehe . kalo ada yg belom nonton .... AYO NONTON BARENG AKU !!! aaaaaaaah i'm dying to watch that movie , nyari waktu gak pernah ada huhuhu :(

udahan yaaa ini laptotnya mau dipake kakakku bye :)

43 Things A Girl Wishes Their Boyfriend Knew

1. When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

2. When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.

3. When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.

4. When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

5. When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

6. When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.

7. When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

8. When she ignores you, give her your attention.

9. When she pulls away, pull her back.

10. When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.

11. When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.

12. When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

13. When she’s scared, protect her.

14. When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

15. When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

16. When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

17. When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

18. When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

19. When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

20. When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

21. When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

22. When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

23. When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

24. Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

25. Don’t let her have the last word.

26. Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

27. Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

28. Argue that she is the best girl ever.

29. When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.

30. When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.

31. Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

32. Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

33. Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

34. Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.

35. Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

36. Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

37. Let her into your world.

38. Let her wear your clothes.

39. When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her.

40. Let her know she’s important.

41. Kiss her in the pouring rain.

42. When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”.

43. After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.