it's not that i'm being selfish.
apa susahnya sih sekali2 ngertiin orang lain? please, nggak selalu segampang itu ngertiin orang.
for me, it took years to finally get through your head. to actually know you. to be able to understand your ways of thinking.
after all those years, this is the thanks i get?
sakit.
di saat semua orang berusaha memahamimu, kau hanya diam membisu.
you put up your best walls, surrounding your head. your mind. your thoughts.
you didn't even care when we were trying to understand you, trying to help you.
tau gak, kalo bukan karena kita, YOU WOULDN'T HAVE EVEN GOT HERE.
i did everything i could for you. everything.
you asked to be heard? done.
you wanted to borrow some money? done.
you wanted a friend? done.
tapi kayaknya seorang temen doang nggak cukup deh buat kamu.
kamu masih minta lagi.
ternyata dua orang temen yang selalu ada buat kamu nggak memuaskan kamu, ya.
you wanted more.
tapi bukannya kamu emang gitu, ya?
without meaning to be harsh, but you never actually appreciated what was in front you.
but i was naive at that time.
aku kenalin kamu ke temenku. one of my bestfriends at that time.
awalnya aku seneng banget, two of my bestest friends are becoming best friends.
tapi untuk yang ini, kayaknya aku salah langkah deh.
karena sekarang buktinya kamu udah lupa sama kita.
dan sekarang apa yg aku dapat?
kamu, dan dia ninggalin aku.
OH COME ON, I WAS YOUR BESTFRIEND FOR 4 YEARS!!!
dan dia, yang baru setaun udah bisa jadi alasanmu buat ngelupain aku?
well, thankyou.
at least i'm no longer friends with a backstabbing son of a bitch.
About
- Ilma Kinasih
- an idealist & optimist obsessed with rain, currently trying to focus on studies (UN menanti: April!), yet still known as someone who can't talk & laugh silently and infrequently :) one more. currently in love ♥
10.09.2010
GIVES. YOU. HELL.
GOD, YOU'RE FULL OF BULLSHIT!
munafik banget kamu tuh! bilang2 mau ngomong, terakhirnya malah di blow off. emang siapa yang nggak sebel kalo digituin? YOU'RE SUCH A HYPOCRITE.
bukannya aku marah, oh not at all. awalnya.
aku dateng ke kamu itu dengan alasan baik2, ya mas. mau MINTA MAAF. tapi apa reaksimu?
"udah, aku gak mau denger. whatever lah."
ya sakit nggak sih? COBA KALO AKU CEWEKMU, YANG NOTABENE SKRG LG MARAHAN SAMA KAMU. terus kamu mau minta maaf sama aku. dan aku bilang, "udah, aku gak mau denger. whatever lah." WWRD?
pikirin konsekuensinya? oh, udah pasti lah mas. kalo kamu?
SOK TAU! BENER2 SOK TAU KAMU.
jujur aja, selama ini aku nganggep kamu sebagai salah satu temen terdekatku. temenku yang paling deket malahan. sampe2 cewekmu sms aku suruh jauhin kamu --" [thanks for expalining to her anw haha]
aku cerita semuanya sama kamu! entah itu masalah cowok atau temen, atau cuma sekedar curhat gakjelas tentang guru yang nyebelin. i trust you. aku punya alasan yang kuat dibalik semua cerita2ku yang blak2an sama kamu, that you're my bestfriend. walopun kamu mungkin nggak nganggep aku sahabatmu. buat aku, kamu bener2 temen yang baik. sahabat yang baik.
tapi apa susahnya sih buat seorang sahabat to show some respect? dikiranya aku cuman manfaatin kehadiranmu dlm situasiku skrg ini buat jadi seorang pendengar? well i'm sorry to dissapoint you, the answer's NO.
mungkin emang menurutmu aku kurang meyakinkan, but please, if anything goes wrong, just speak to me. kalo cewekmu mutusin kamu, bilang sama aku. kalo temenmu si A itu cursing kamu lagi, at least let me know. biar nggak kayak kemaren, masa aku tau kalo kamu marahan sama cewekmu itu dari temenmu kelas sebelah? itu aja pas nggak sengaja ketemu di dpn rumah. sementara aku? we've been friends for at least two years now.
you know i can change for you.
i trust you. would it be too hard for you to trust me back?
munafik banget kamu tuh! bilang2 mau ngomong, terakhirnya malah di blow off. emang siapa yang nggak sebel kalo digituin? YOU'RE SUCH A HYPOCRITE.
bukannya aku marah, oh not at all. awalnya.
aku dateng ke kamu itu dengan alasan baik2, ya mas. mau MINTA MAAF. tapi apa reaksimu?
"udah, aku gak mau denger. whatever lah."
ya sakit nggak sih? COBA KALO AKU CEWEKMU, YANG NOTABENE SKRG LG MARAHAN SAMA KAMU. terus kamu mau minta maaf sama aku. dan aku bilang, "udah, aku gak mau denger. whatever lah." WWRD?
pikirin konsekuensinya? oh, udah pasti lah mas. kalo kamu?
SOK TAU! BENER2 SOK TAU KAMU.
jujur aja, selama ini aku nganggep kamu sebagai salah satu temen terdekatku. temenku yang paling deket malahan. sampe2 cewekmu sms aku suruh jauhin kamu --" [thanks for expalining to her anw haha]
aku cerita semuanya sama kamu! entah itu masalah cowok atau temen, atau cuma sekedar curhat gakjelas tentang guru yang nyebelin. i trust you. aku punya alasan yang kuat dibalik semua cerita2ku yang blak2an sama kamu, that you're my bestfriend. walopun kamu mungkin nggak nganggep aku sahabatmu. buat aku, kamu bener2 temen yang baik. sahabat yang baik.
tapi apa susahnya sih buat seorang sahabat to show some respect? dikiranya aku cuman manfaatin kehadiranmu dlm situasiku skrg ini buat jadi seorang pendengar? well i'm sorry to dissapoint you, the answer's NO.
mungkin emang menurutmu aku kurang meyakinkan, but please, if anything goes wrong, just speak to me. kalo cewekmu mutusin kamu, bilang sama aku. kalo temenmu si A itu cursing kamu lagi, at least let me know. biar nggak kayak kemaren, masa aku tau kalo kamu marahan sama cewekmu itu dari temenmu kelas sebelah? itu aja pas nggak sengaja ketemu di dpn rumah. sementara aku? we've been friends for at least two years now.
you know i can change for you.
i trust you. would it be too hard for you to trust me back?
Asher Book fever part 1-Try
If I walk would you run? If I stop would you come?
If I say you're the one, would you believe me?
If I ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say, so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you while you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move
Cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready but
I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough
If I sing you a song, would you sing along?
Or wait till I'm gone, oh, how we push and pull
If I give you my heart, would you just play the part?
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am I catching up to you while you're running away to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth
Cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe I'm not ready but
I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough
I will try for your love
I can hide up above
If I walk would you run? If I stop would you come?
If I say you're the one, would you believe me?
If I say you're the one, would you believe me?
If I ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say, so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you while you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move
Cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready but
I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough
If I sing you a song, would you sing along?
Or wait till I'm gone, oh, how we push and pull
If I give you my heart, would you just play the part?
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am I catching up to you while you're running away to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth
Cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe I'm not ready but
I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough
I will try for your love
I can hide up above
If I walk would you run? If I stop would you come?
If I say you're the one, would you believe me?
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